Wednesday, January 28, 2009

off-track

When I first arrived out here I was so excited and driven.  If it weren't for my IDRC course, I wouldn't even have come home for Thanksgiving! I just wanted to work, I was so committed to our mission and vision, and our patients. I guess it was mid-november that i really began to notice that the executive "chef" here is an idiot, the majority of people around me are mean, selfish, and insecure, and that the food we are producing is complete crap. Oh, and that I needed to stifle myself. Another reason why that pesky driving altercation was a blessing in disguise.

But anyways, this about me being driven. And right now, the pedal is not to the metal. i am "working from home", day 2, and i don't give a fucking shit. and i don't even feel bad, i almost said i felt bad, but if i did, i would do something about it. because the fact of the matter is:

#1- we don't have the resources for my vision.
#2- we don't have the storage space.
#3- my plan isn't going to be followed

UgH. whatever. i am just going to bullshit something real quick within an hour at some point today and be on with my time here. Sad.

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