Tuesday, January 13, 2009

externship manual.

about one week ago, i had maybe 1 module of 18 completed in my externship manual. i am now up to 5.... as i am sitting here like a writer's blocked doogie howser, staring at a blank word document, titled mod7.docx. 

What is stumping me is the prompt for Part I: Interpersonal: describe the professional working relationships you have with your co-workers.

There is nothing professional about it. everyone is out to stab everyone else in the back, and everyone hates me for no reason. i can't do anything right. i could write that... but my "supervisor" has to sign off on all of these exercises. and if i write some fictitious account depicting some honky dory fun-fest, i'm going to feel like i'm bending over and takin it in the ass by these dicks. but i can't write an honest account because she's going to be reading it and i don't want to sound like a whiny little bitch. i don't want to do this fucking thing. and i don't even want to cook my special for this week. hmm.... maybe i am a whiny little bitch.

whatever, i guess i'm just gonna keep on keepin on, and give everyone what they want to hear. i'll just consider it some sort of creative writing exercise? sigh.

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