i'm not sure why it is posting so huge, especially when i checked the box that said SMALL, but whatever. i know this picture doesn't look like much, and it isn't much... other than really ODD. these are the steps up to the dumpster in the front of my wonderful, gated community... why is someone's stuff hanging over the railing by the dumpster? and the sneakers and everything looked really clean. this is not a place to be hanging clothing to dry.... the dumpster?! yet, the dumpster is right there- why didn't they just throw it out?! a giant community dumpster really freaks me out as it is... it just seems toO easy to dispose of stuff... unless you're this person, apparently, who is using the dumpster railing as a clothesline? any suggestions? i always immediately think crime scene and dead bodies whenever i take the garbage up here. perhaps i will also snap a picture of the big red paint stain at the foot of the stairs. that is legitimately paint, its been there longer than i've been here. oooooooklahoma. 38 days left. i'm feeling kinda depressed. i think i'm mainly overwhelmed with this externship manual, and it just reminds me that i haven't learned anything, and i'm just kinda being treated like dirt. but i really have no choice but to make the most of it. there is no sense in being miserable if being sad FOR NO REASON isn't going to change anything. i should start meditating or something. i am way toO impatient to survive these next 38 days... which are almost 37. as Jolie would tell me when i was telling her i couldn't wait to get to aspen: 37 night nights, and 38 wake ups until i am out of here.
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