well... perhaps i am, but to be honest, every day is a g-damn bitchfest with me. i'm surrounded by morons on the regular and i have little to no tolerance for stupid, self-indulgent ignorant people. i haven't goofed around online since i have been back at school. i have no patience and no time for anything i feel as though. i would probably be a lot less cranky if i could get a good fucking meal at this place, instead i am lethargic, light-headed, and cranky for the majority of my day, whereupon i finally get into my apartment between 8 and 9, crack open a bottle, and make something edible. i'm fucking fat, my business casual clothes are toO tight on me, and the only moderately safe bets regarding food on this campus are carbs and lard. you're not allowed to opt out of the meal plan [which is bullshit anyways. you're eating the food that another student's tuition is paying for as part of their learning experience, and vice versa], so i'm stuck trying not to "waste money" even though the whole damn plan is a waste. i don't want to do any work right now, i just want to sit here and be a brat and wallow in my own crankiness and misery. i also want to walk up to nearly every individual on campus and tell them they are stupid and do not understand the appreciation of good food and they are ruining this fucking school that i am paying out of my ass to attend.
ugh. "i can't stand it!"
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